I wish I could still write like I used to just write instead of staring at a piece of paper holding a pen willing myself to just write something.
I wish I had ideas like it feels like I used to just have ideas.
I wish things just flowed from me like it seems they used to do more often than not.
I wish I had time to stop thinking and just be.
I wish I still had that teenage unawareness sometimes. I knew bad things were going on in the world but life was still mostly about my own injustices. I didn’t spend so much time thinking about the wide world and all the things I can’t change.
I wish I spent more time feeling powerful and less time feeling powerless.